CP Chronicles // The update

Ever since Bugsy gave me his computer tower, everything became so easy and a wee-bit stress free, its like I'm back to where I was.... I'm home. 

I was able to post here random stuff for you guys until one day I remembered I have this part of the blog wherein I just rant and ramble through the use of my phone.

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Was there a time where you can  just remember things you don't want to? Where you can't run away from a memory that keeps haunting you? 

I believe that in life your greatest enemy and your best friend is..  You.

You are your own shadow and your own spotlight. If there ever was a time that you just wanna give up, want to think of ending all of this, you have to go back there... I understand that it's frightening because its a very vulnerable part of your existence but I want you to go back and you have to keep asking until you have a satisfying answer. Ask yourself one question and never as in NEVER stop asking.. 

-Why?-

To be honest, I'm not going to be the person whose gonna tell you artificial advice saying  "Its just you, it'll pass!", "You can do it!", and my most favorite one, "Be yourself".

Be yourself.

A phrase uttered by human beings, a phrase expressed by none yet endlessly spoken by some.

I hate that phrase.

I hate that advice.
I hate that presumption.

Why?
Why not?Being yourself is one of the most flip-sided things you can ever tell a person.
In this world, people will eat you alive,  figuratively.
Society wants you to "be yourself" yet it continuously molds you to become the other, what good does being yourself do?
People will leave you out when you're not like them, but that's what makes one another unique but nooo.
 Dress exceptionally, people will think you're crazy,
 If we ever try to be ourselves, society stops us.
There's no winning this awful battle.
Bullying still happens my friends. Everyday it's a constant battle happening not only to adults but children alike.
Adults will act as if they're in some sort of competition, their children will see it and will do the same, Parents will fight with other parents alike.
In result,an endless cycle of mischief.

So how do we stop it ?
Unfortunately, I don't know myself.

I hate to end my rant this way but in life there are no fairy tale ending, only mundane finale of yet another chapter.

Life is but a book with a lot of ups and downs, a constant battle where the end is death. You have to keep fighting, you have to keep going, when everything is dull and lifeless, look down at your feet and command it to go infront of the other.

I'll end this rant with a quote my friend said which I liked very much, it goes like this;

The fact that you are "here" means that you will get "there". The only difference between "here" and "there" is the T, which means TIME.
So never give up!

CP Chronicles // coupons

Hello there, its been a long while since I have posted anything.... I'm just quite anxious to get my tower so I can post properly as well as use the computer. This is the worst withdrawal I've ever had. The computer has been my little piece of sanctuary where I can share my thoughts, hence, this blog. It's also where I can observe, learn and practice what its like outside. Sure, there's more to life when you're outside but being me... The introverted, awkward, fun-sized me... I'd rather stay here in front of my monitor and watch.

Okay fine I'm rambling, today I did go outside. I received mail where I can get discount, I wish I was popular enough to actually give you guys, my awesome readers, something so you could feel appreciated but I think its something I will bump into the future... I hope.

This post will have another part where it consists of a review as well as un-boxing. This is the 1st part.

First I got a coupon from Best Buy via email where I get $20 off my receipt and that I did ... I did get $20 off my purchases. I got myself a tripod for MoMo and a pair of cheap earphones. I don't really mind the brand as long as it has a built-in microphone, I tend to lose them like bobby pins anyways so its alright. Next is the star of my day which is my new tripod! Which hopefully by next post I will review. 

Then, I went to Bed, Bath and Beyond where I got a 20% off so I got myself a vacuum, again reviews on next post. Its by Black & Decker and some coasters as well as sheet straps, so I always sleep with my beds made... Wouldn't anyone love to have that!? I know I do, haha...

But yeah, that is it for updates... Tune in next time for the reviews...

Till then you all,

Stay classy!

Ramble post // in the middle of the night

Hello guys.

I'm sorry it's been a long time since I posted anything and yes, I'm still alive and still with no sense of humor.
I just had the craziest dream today. Maybe I'm working too much, maybe I'm just not getting enough rest or maybe my head is just crazy like that.

So let me tell you about my dream. I did in fact fell asleep with the lights on and yes, my cellphone was on my face, so yup, my mistake...but anyways, onwards to the story.

Started off in the middle...like all dreams. 

{Fact: Dreams always starts in the middle.}

 Source: Can you ever remember how a dream started?

Anyways, I happen to witness my boss, I work for 3 brothers and this guy's the middle child, so we'll just call him, Mid. {no creativity there but that's that}

So I witnessed "Mid" getting entrapped by this young lady who seems like her babysitter and is very in love with him, who happens to look like Daniella Monet...

{The one on the right. They made her the "fat older sister" but i believe that she's hotter than most girls in the show}

So then, "Mid" finally agrees to marry this crazy chick right and then she realizes {insert tv drama realization effects and sounds} that he is living in this crummy, Jewish apartment {no offense to my Jewish readers, of course} and the dream broke off because I woke up.

BUT WAIT!, There's more!!!
And this time I'm in the dream, not just the spectator...
I woke up and realized that I left my lights open but since I'm still pretty drowsy, my lazy ass decided to doze off once more...
Again, it started in the middle and this time my cubicle turns into a cubicle of instead a chair, I have a large futon and next to me was two of my bosses, "Mid" and "Last". {Ignore my naming skills its 6 in the morning here} 
It seems like we were having a good time from where my dream started because they were laughing and telling jokes of how Mid's wife sound like "a non-existent" Ety Marriato. {She does not exist people, i checked} 
So then I told them I don't know who she is. ... and as "Last" was telling me how "Mid's" wife cannot be invited to parties because she sounds like she has diarrhea all the time, "Mid" then shows us a VHS and inserts it in the tv that suddenly popped up infront of us... {Just then did I realize that I was in fact, another dream} and some lady was singing very slowly with excessive vibrato and they were just rolling off their backs, laughing...

 The end.
I woke up and finally turned the lights on and wrote this post.
Crazy, right?
 Fine....

 TL;DR: I had a crazy dream about my bosses at work, one that looks like Daniella Monet and another one that consists of them laughing at one of their wife.

March Photodiaries x CP Chronicles

{WARNING: IMAGE HEAVY}

These are all the photos I've collected way before I started this blog. 

I'll try my best to blog as much as I can so that it wouldn't end up as a photodump blog haha.

These are photos taken on my phone. I was too worried to bring MoMo {sslr} with me 'cause of the fact that he might get stolen or something. But with thorough thinking I've decided that in the end, it's best if I bring MoMo to my adventures as well.

So rambling aside and without further a do, I hope you enjoy these pictures!

See you guys on April and thank you for visiting my blog ! °ω°

Ramble Post // I began to notice we're not like the rest

Today just happened to be the most life changing day of my life.

No, I did not win a million dollars. {Though it would really change my life}

As you all know, I recently just got a job. Since I just started, I don't have money. It went all the way down my rent for this month and as a result, I resorted to extreme dieting a.k.a not eating as often. 

So I guess since I am such an open book, hence, this blog, I chattered away that story to my co-worker, Aster. She's quite the amazing woman. Check out her blog too!

So okay, before I go to lunch, Aster came up to me giving me this $20 CAD! She told me if she had any USD she would love to give it to me. Of course I was grateful, and told her I'd rather keep it rather than exchange it for USD. 

This is the $20 CAD that will keep my P20 PHD company, haha.

My mom used to tell me that it's always the simplest things that count. It saddens me how people often forget that, how we forget that we always receive and rarely give. Funny, people always want the things they think they need and not what they really do.

Rambling aside, another token given to me by someone dear is this owl necklace. I know my mom doesn't have enough, but she still gives, literally. It's heartwarming to know that in the end of all things sad, you will find happiness. In all things dark, you will find light and in all things, I am cheesy as a person.

My owl necklace that I absolutely love.

In the end, I did get something to eat...SUBWAY! EAT FRESH!

Oh also I just discovered what Selca means after a very, very long time haha.

{Thanks urbandic!}

But yeah, for the first time I want to post something that really means selca and for that here I am, with crumbs all over my face, haha. 

But yeah, quick entry is mediocre. 

Till then, 

Bye~

\(° ω °)/

CellPost {CP} Chronicles no. 1

You guys have no idea...well might have for some of you, how hard it is not to have a computer. You go to bed early, contemplating in front of your cellphone saying, "Oh my gosh, it's 1am and I don't have work/school tomorrow! You know what I'm going to slay upall nihgt "

See what I did there, that's what I have to go through everytime I attempt write a new post. You know what, doing a new post using a hand-held device may not be as bad as it seems. I mean, they do auto-correct you. I know I may not have the most amazing grammar in the world but hey, you gotta learn how to run before you walk, right?

Ok, time to cut the crap and post what I really came here for.

  The CellPost Chronicles or CP Chronicles. 

The CP Chronicles is a working progress, I might change it sooner or later but the thing is, I don't have a working computer right now. I use my phone and it sucks, bu-uut it works so therefore, why not. I'm planning on getting an actual computer going on so I can at least edit this blog, make it my own, share insights and photos. Hopefully I will. I mean, that's the whole point of blogging right? Sharing and seeking a way to convert your emotions into any form of physical, even emotional interaction. That's the whole enchilada.

The CP Chronicles will be my way of at least keeping this blog active, starting today. Or whatever time you're reading this. I haven't thought of any mildly interesting theme for this but for sure in the the next one I will. For now though, all I could share you is this brief introduction of the CP Chronicles. By the way, CP stands for CellPost or Cellphone Post. But I'm sure you lovely readers already know.

That will be all. For now.

Thanks for dropping by! °ω°